Another few weeks. Another few thoughts. Another boyfriend... -figure. I just don'w want to hear anymore about being monogamously attached to a guy, no matter how much i yearn to be. It's just too disappointing. told myself " Go on. try to get attached to that.. rather wild, not very polished one. Maybe he just MIGHT click..." but no. Just another disappointment. And what else can I do but act like I don't care? Does anybody care? One after another, guy after the next. What more do I have to give? What more can i give? It's just the same at work. One VIP after another.Another walk-in, another piece of couture. does anyone ultimately care about me? I don;t feel so , neither Do I think so. Show me if you think you do. No reply.

Silence. Typical. Moving on.

The DEVIL WEARS PRADA movie is quite different from the original book. Meryl Streep ( I love that Dame, i really do) plays Miranda Priestly as much as a person can. The movie's only letdown is turning the whole thing into a happy ending. And yes, Miranda Priestly IS a little human in the movie, which she wasn't in the book. nice music, nice fashion. Characters were swapped or replaced. Don't wanna divulge too much for those who haven't watched yet, though i doubt anyone reads this crap.

Now. I feel like leaving my job. Nothign glamourous i guess. Just that no one really cares about my performance at work anymore. I don't have Monster bosses like Miranda Priestly of course, but things just changed. Peopel don't seem to care anymore. I was so full of hope. I handled VIPs. I handled stock. I handled walk-ins. I pulled 2 to 3 times my own weight at times. Does anyoen notice or care? Not really, I don't think. I don't really hate my job. I just feel like i'm no longer needed. And natalie said it clearly she didn't needed so many staff anymore. Fien then. I'll leave . Thanks for the months of grooming, love. It bereaved me of much oppurtunities too. You win some you lose some ?

Smashing. Absolutely. I'll be leaving my work place in a week. I guss it's time to bow out when your role is done. I'll leave my VIP list with them. Best of luck handling those people you'd rather not when i'm not around. Not that I think you people care.

" No one is indispensable" and I pretty much guess no one is valuable too.

That's all

Accursed's darkside uncovered at 11:57 PM